It's been so long

I know I don't post much. It is so hard to post anything with two kids and a handful of duties. I work all day till 5:30 pick up my little ones and get home around 6:00 or 6:15. I bond and play with my little ones until around 7:50 then it's bath time, dinner then it's putting them down for bed. Make dinner for when my hubby gets home and then it's pikcing up the hosue and doing some laundry if needed. Wow, being a working mom is tough! I love it though as I might have mentioned before. My little ones are almost 9 months and we are having a blast with them. Daniella is already standing on her own and is already taking little steps with our help. David is getting the hang of standing but still won't let go. It's amazing to think that almost 9 months ago they were so tiny. Their faces have changed soo much. They look so grown up!!! I am getting all teary and that is because they haven't even turned one year yet. Imagine when they are graduating from kinder or High school... I am going to be a mess! It's amazing looking at them and knowing that they are the product of the WONDERFUL love my husband and I share. It's amazing to see them grow day by day. It's amazing to know that my husband and I are linked forever through these two little ones. It makes me so proud. I love my life! I love it becasue the three of them exist. My job, my duties and everything else makes sense and it worth it all just becasue they exist in my life. I LOVE MY FAMILY!

I love being a mom

I was thinking the other day how time just zooms by. This time last year I was still pregnant with the twinkies and anxious to meet them. My whole pregnancy dragged because I was so anxious to hold them. It just felt like forever. People kept on telling me that time flies and that I needed to enjoy all the free time. Well, it's true. It seems so crazy that it's been already six months since their birth. I see them and can't even believe it! It seems like yesterday I was holding them for the first time and crying because my heart was overflowing with so much love I didn't know how else to express my feelings. You know, I still feel that way. My heart is and will always be overflowing with so much love for them. I can't imagine my life without them. Even with all the running around that comes with motherhood I wouldn't change anything in my life. On Saturday I went out to my brother's house for the day and it took me a good two or more hours to get everything ready to leave. It's funny as I was walking out of my house with two car seats and the diaper bag I couldn't help but smile. I said to myself as much work as it took me to get everything ready it is so worth it. Every night before I go to bed I get the same feeling. As much work as it takes to be a mother I would do it double or triple just to see them smile. Just to see their face when they see me get home from work or when I walk over to check on them in the mornings. It's a feeling I can't explain but as hard as it may seems sometimes to be a parent. I LOVE IT!!!

smiles that melt my heart!

After a really rough night with the twins I woke up to my daughter's beautiful smile! She was so awake and ready for momma to play with her at 5 a.m. this morning. After a night of waking up several times starting at midnight and going all the way to their first feeding at 5. I thought I really was going to be dragging today but I just remember my daughter's playful face form this morning and I melt all over again. My son just ate and went back to sleep but not my little princess. She was ready to play with momma and dadda! I picked her up from the crib and took her to my bed with hubby and we played with her there for a while. She was smiling all the time and just moving around like a Tasmanian baby lol. She was cooing and smiling and just being her little own active self. I love when she is that playful it's so much fun!!! So, even though I have a headache from lack of sleep I just think of her and I feel so much better. My babies are my medicine and energy when I think I can't go anymore. So here is to a GREAT and PRODUCTIVE DAY and just hoping that the hours go by fast so I can get home and play with my little ones!!!